There he goes
My baby walks so slow
Sexual tic-tac-toe
Yeah I know we both know
It isn't time, no
But could you be m-mine?
We'll never get too far
Just you, me and the bar
Silly menage a trois, sometimes
Would you be m-mine?
Would you be m-mine?
Would you be m-mine?
Oh baby, light's on
But you're mom's not home
I'm sick of laying down alone, hey
With this fever, fever, yeah
My one and own
I wanna get you alone
Give you fever, fever, yeah
There it goes
You stole my so and so
'Cause, sweetheart
No-no-nobody a-kno-kno-knows me
Or can find
Time to be m-mine, mine
Let's get inside your car
Just you, me and the stars
Kind of menage a trois, sometimes
Would you be m-mine?
Would you be m-mine?
Would you be m-mine?
Oh baby, light's on
But you're mom's not home
I'm sick of laying down alone, hey
With this fever, fever, yeah
My one and own
I wanna get you alone
Give you fever, fever, yeah
Oh baby, light's on
But you're mom's not home
I'm sick of laying down alone
With this fever, fever, yeah
My one and own
I wanna get you alone
I got this fever that I can't sweat out
Oh baby light's on
But you're mom's not home
I'm sick of laying down alone
With this fever, fever, yeah
My one and own
I wanna get you alone
Yeah give you fever, fever yeah
Give you my f-f-fever my f-fever
Give you my f-f-fever my f-fever
Give you fever, fever, yeah
Give you fever, fever, yeah
It's Saturday... and I had a class this morning. My student number went from six to sixteen in the course of the day. But's that's alright; I had fun anyway and got to see all I had programmed. I need to come up with something awesome and fun to do next Saturday. I am sure my brain will come up with something by Wednesday (and come Friday evening, I'll be eating a pencil and dancing the hokey-pokey, you´ll see...) Next week we have the visit from Chihuahua. That means that my boss will be on my tail about things that are not even in my list of "to do". I shall go unnoticed all week... or at least I hope I will. I am not too thrilled about that, don't care how much people keep insisting that this visit is good. I am still kind of pissy about the fact that I waaay behind on my schedule. True, true, I was the first one dancing all happy 'n' stuff when we didn't go to school back in September, but now is now and now I need one week to finish, week which I won't have.
I heard ne new Eminem/Rianna song. I loved it. I loved it so much I played it over, and over, and over on Friday untill my niece came to the room and asked if I didn't have anything else to listen to... or headphones. I have headphones... acfter hessitating for a while, she stood there, her hands on her waist, and said "please, put them on," in perfect english. I was so proud of ther that, just for that, I did.
I enjoy driving in the morning and singing songs I love that come in the radio aloud, then freaking people out when they see/hear me. I think that is one of the small little things that make me smile lately. It's a (fake, I know) feeling of being free that I cannot seem to be able to trade for anything in this world. Not even sex. I think I like driving more than I do sex... and it's not like I don't have some once and again, I still enjoy driving more. Could it be the adrenaline of running through the streets of what is now considered -THE- most violent city in the world? Kind of has a nice ring to it, doesn't it?
I plan to do a overhall to this page. New banner (I have photoshop!!) and new bkground picture. I will download all the prutty things I need to do this... and maybe have it up and running during the week. Oh! I forgot to tell that we had the 1st meeting of the workshop yesterday... Oh! I forgot to mention the workshop!
I'm going to be part of a new literature workshop coming October 10th, and I am all excited about it. It's going to take place at the URN and the add for it will come out on tomorrow's NORTE newspaper. All giddy n all because we're going to have a blast and going to be agreat workshop, I just know it!! I will post more details about it in my literature blog, A Panda's Notebook (pandanotebook.blogger.com) so, stay tunned!!
For now, I leave you with this week's favorite song...
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's alright, because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie... I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is I can only tell you what it feels like And right now there's a steel knife In my windpipe I can't breathe But I still fight While I can fight As long as the wrong feels right It's like I'm in flight High of a love Drunk from the hate It's like I'm huffing paint And I love it the more that I suffer I sufficate And right before im about to drown She resuscitates me She fucking hates me And I love it Wait Where you going I'm leaving you No you ain't Come back We're running right back Here we go again It's so insane Cause when it's going good It's going great I'm Superman With the wind in his bag She's Lois Lane But when it's bad It's awful I feel so ashamed I snap Who's that dude I don't even know his name I laid hands on her I'll never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's alright, because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie... I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much You can barely breathe When you're with them You meet And neither one of you Even know what hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling Yeah them chills Used to get 'em Now you're getting fucking sick Of looking at 'em You swore you've never hit 'em Never do nothing to hurt 'em Now you're in each other's face Spewing venom And these words When you spit 'em You push Pull each other's hair Scratch, claw, bit 'em Throw 'em down Pin 'em So lost in the moments When you're in 'em It's the rage that took over It controls you both So they say it's best To go your separate ways Guess that they don't know ya Cause today That was yesterday Yesterday is over It's a different day Sound like broken records Playin' over But you promised her Next time you'll show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no Nintendo game But you lied again Now you get to watch her leave Out the window Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's alright, because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie... I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things Did things That we didn't mean And we fall back Into the same patterns Same routine But your temper's just as bad As mine is You're the same as me But when it comes to love You're just as blinded Baby please come back It wasn't you Baby it was me Maybe our relationship Isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens When a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much To walk away though Come inside Pick up your bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity In my voice when I talk Told you this is my fault Look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist At the dry wall Next time There will be no next time I apologize Even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games I just want her back I know I'm a liar If she ever tries to fucking leave again I'mma tie her to the bed And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's alright, because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie... I love the way you lie
An oldie but goodie from the Panda memory archives. This song was from the Ghostbusters soundtrack and it was one of my favorites. It's called In the Name of Love and it's sung by The Thompson Twins Enjoy...
Hey you, I've seen your face before It's you in the picture which hangs on my bedroom wall Is it true? All of those things that they say about you So tell me, tell me, tell me what am I supposed to do
(CHORUS) In the name of love, yeah In the name of love In the name of love, yeah In the name of love
Well it's fun to think that I'm having the time of my life And it's true if all this around us is paradise, paradise, paradise, paradise But now I want to be left here with nothing at all Even the picture has fallen away from the bedroom wall
(REPEAT CHORUS x 2) In the name of... In the name of... In the name of... (REPEAT CHORUS x 2) In the name of love (REPEAT CHORUS x 2)
This next song is from the Ghostbusters II soundtrack and it's by Bobby Brown. On Our Own was a big hit back in the 90's!! The song is good... back when BB was good... and not all crack-head crazy.
Yeah I think this is gonna be another one of those funky ones Heart, soul, d-d-dance!
VERSE 1: If I was you, and you were me, you'd wanna be winning If you want something bad, yo, you gotta wanna give your all 'Cause I believe so much in we - and know we're not kidding If you feel the same as me, yo, you gotta want to take the ball
CLIMB: Now I find out that nothing is given Don't know where the cards may fall All I know is that we've gotta get it We've gotta make it on our own
CHORUS 1: Well I guess we're gonna have to take control (all on our own) If it's up to us, we've got to take it home (all on our own)
VERSE 2: Now can't you see that all we need to be a go-getter Gotta make your own decisions, you gotta go for what ya know It comes a time in our lives, you wanna be bigger Gotta keep, keep on pushing, you gotta learn to take control, yeah
CLIMB: Now I find out that nothing is given Don't know where the cards may fall All I know is that we've gotta get it We've gotta make it on our own
CHORUS 2: Well I guess we're gonna have to take control (all on our own) If it's up to us, we've got to take it home (all on our own) Gotta, gotta, take it home, gotta, gotta, gotta take it home
OW! UH!
Heart, soul, d-d-dance!
BRIDGE (RAP): Too hot to handle, too cold to hold They're called the Ghostbusters and they're in control Had 'em throwin' a party for a bunch of children While all the while the slime was under the building So they packed up their group, got a grip, came equipped Grabbed their proton packs off their back and they split Found about Vigo, the master of evil Try to battle my boys? That's not legal!!!
(Oh-we-oh) They're in control (Oh-we-oh) Y-Y-Ya know it (All on our own) I said they're in control (Oh-we-oh) Y-Y-Ya know it (Oh-we-oh) Y-Y-Ya know it (All on our own)
CHORUS 3: Well I guess we're gonna have to take control (all on our own) We got, we got, we got We got, we got, we got If it's up to us, we've got to take it home (all on our own) Too hot to handle, too cold to hold, they're the Ghostbusters and they're in control
Well I guess we're gonna have to take control (all on our own) Gotta, gotta, take it home Gotta, gotta take it home If it's up to us, we've got to take it home (all on our own) Gotta, gotta, take it home Gotta, gotta, gotta take it home
(Oh-we-oh) OW! (Oh-we-oh) Y-Y-Ya know it (All on our own) (Oh-we-oh) Uh! (Oh-we-oh) Y-Y-Ya know it (All on our own)
One of my favorite songs of all-time... I hope you enjoy it... I dedicate this to all my previous/recent lovers, boyfriends... and the occasional booty call.
It's been such a long time
I think I should be goin', yeah
And time doesn't wait for me, it keeps on rollin'
Sail on, on a distant highway
I've got to keep on chasin' a dream
I've gotta be on my way
Wish there was something I could say.
Well I'm takin' my time, I'm just movin' along
You'll forget about me after I've been gone
And I take what I find, I don't want no more
It's just outside of your front door.
It's been such a long time. It's been such a long time.
Well I get so lonely when I am without you
But in my mind, deep in my mind,
I can't forget about you
Good times, and faces that remind me
I'm tryin' to forget your name and leave it all behind me
You're comin' back to find me.
Well I'm takin' my time, I'm just movin' along
You'll forget about me after I've been gone
And I take what I find, I don't want no more
It's just outside of your front door.
It's been such a long time. It's been such a long time.
Yeah. It's been such a long time, I think I should be goin', yeah
And time dosn't wait for me, it keeps on rollin'
There's a long road, I've gotta stay in time with
I've got to keep on chasin' that dream, though I may never find it
She grew up on a side of the road Where the church bells ring and strong love grows She grew up good She grew up slow Like American honey
Steady as a preacher Free as a weed Couldn't wait to get goin' But wasn't quite ready to leave So innocent, pure and sweet American honey
There's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the wind Callin' out my name like a long lost friend Oh I miss those days as the years go by Oh nothing's sweeter than summertime And American honey
Get caught in the race Of this crazy life Tryin' to be everything can make you lose your mind I just wanna go back in time To American honey, yea
There's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the wind Callin' out my name like a long lost friend Oh I miss those days as the years go by Oh nothing's sweeter than summertime And American honey
Gone for so long now I gotta get back to her somehow To American honey
Ooh There's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the wind Callin' out my name like a long lost friend Oh I miss those days as the years go by Oh nothin's sweeter than summertime And American honey And American honey
"Ladies, and gentlemen" We are the things of shapes to come Your freedom's not free and dumb This depression is great The Deformation Age, they know my name Waltzing to scum, and base and Married to the pain
BANG, we want it BANG, we want it BANG, BANG, BANG, BANG, BANG
You came to see the mobscene I know it isn't your scene It's better than a sex scene and it's So fucking obscene, obscene, yeah
You want commitment? Put on your best suit, get your arms around me Now we're going down, down, down You want commitment? Put on your best suit, get your arms around me Now we're going down, down, down
[GIRLS] Be obscene, be, be, obscene Be obscene, baby, and not heard
The day that love opened our eyes, We watched the world end We have "high" places but we have no friends The world told us sin's not good but we know it's great War-time full-frontal drugs, sex-tank armor plate
BANG, we want it BANG, we want it BANG, BANG, BANG, BANG, BANG
You came to see the mobscene I know it isn't your scene It's better than a sex scene and it's So fucking obscene, obscene, yeah
You want commitment? Put on your best suit, get your arms around me Now we're going down, down, down You want commitment? Put on your best suit, get your arms around me Now we're going down, down, down
[GIRLS] Be obscene, be, be, obscene Be obscene, baby, and not heard Be obscene, be, be, obscene Be obscene, baby, and not heard
You came to see the mobscene I know it isn't your scene It's better than a sex scene and it's So fucking obscene, obscene, yeah
You want commitment? Put on your best suit, get your arms around me Now we're going down, down, down You want commitment? Put on your best suit, get your arms around me Now we're going down, down, down
"Ladies and gentlemen, be obscene! Be obscene! Be, be obscene!" [GIRLS] Be obscene, be, be, obscene Be obscene, baby, and not heard Be obscene, be, be, obscene Be obscene, baby, and not heard
